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| High school changes people.
Some for the better,
Some for the worse.
But if one thing is true;
you sure find out who your real friends are. 
Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone.
Too often we're too stubborn to say, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."
Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts,
and we let the most foolish things tear us apart 
You might fit in if you misbehave. 
being skinny won't bring you attention, wearing makeup won't make you prettier, dying your hair won't make you cooler, having lots of friends won't bring you trust, smoking or drinking won't bring you respect. It's about who you are, what you do; it's about how you act, if you're trustworthy, if you're loyal. 
to be happy, we must not be too
concerned with others. 
She looked out the window as the rain poured down,
and yelled as loudly as possible
with tears streaming down her face.
some memories will never be forgotten. 
I've finally figured it out. You're avoiding me
because you can't face it. You like me, and
it scares you doesn't it? 
it's amazing because when you're a kid,
you see the life you want and it never
crosses your mind that it isn't going to
turn out that way. 
Get loaded tonight.
Won't you drink with me?
So dizzy, we'll fall on the bed.
I'd do anything to forget him
& you'd do anything to get her off your mind.
We're made to do this. 
when a person tells you your not good enough
that's when you know your better  
If someone breaks your heart,
just punch them in the face.
Oh sure, it seems obvious now,
but you'd be amazed at how many people don't
think of it when it's relevant.
Seriously, just punch them in the face and
go get some ice cream  
she's a mess of gorgeous chaos,
and you can see it in her eyes.  
I am not perfect,
And I do not live to be,
but before you start pointing fingers,
be sure your hands are clean.  
Goodbye is the hardest thing to say. Because you walk away with memories and memories, well, they fade away.  
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have;
We lose people, but we can never forget them.
It's those memories that give us the strength to go on.  
I'm just living my life &
being the best version of a woman I can be.
I'm not always going to please everyone.
At the end of the day, the only person I should be answering to is myself.
You have to speak your mind.
Don't let anyone talk you out of being you.  
smile. let everyone know that today you're
a lot stronger than you were yesterday. < SPAN>  you meet people who forget you. you forget
people you meet. but sometimes you meet those
people you can't forget. those are your friends  
everybody needs a little bit of sunshine
everybody needs time to unwind
everybody's got to have a good time
everybody get up on your feet
everybody got to shake your body
everybody's got a right to be free 
I'm not your girl next door
or your average teenage slut;
there's enough of those already 
here's to the nights when
the sand is your seat
&& the waves kiss your feet. 
Why is it that when you miss someone
so much that your heart is ready to disinegrate ;
you always hear the saddest song on the radio? 
i'm not the girl your mom warned you about..
cause her imagination was never this good. 
he watched her take off her
makeup ; and & wondered
why she even put it on | | |
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just watch and learn becuause this girl doesnt need a man to complete her.  
We were all born beautiful;
it's the things we do
that make us ugly.  
dance like the wind, shine like the stars
sing like the birdies & forget your scars  
and i'm blasting my music so i won't
hear my thoughts. but it's stupid because
the lyrics just remind me of what i'm trying
to forget. how did you manage to get all
these people to sing about you?  
excuse me, while i fall apart. but please
don't flatter yourself, sweetheart. let me
take the wheel and i'll crash this car.
why do you have to make this so hard?  
i've been driving for an hour, just
talking to the rain. you say I've been
driving you crazy. and its keeping you
away. so just give me one good reason
tell me why i should stay. cause i dont wanna
waste another moment in saying things
we never meant to say  
i had high expectations, it's something
i could not compromise and when i saw
you, i wasn't ready. it completely took
my h e a r t by s u r p r i s e.  
Life would be so much more interesting
if people randomly broke out into happy songs
in the middle of a crowded street, just like Broadway.  
Fake a fucking smile because sooner or later, it's gonna be real. So I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream, & pretend that none of this is hurting me so maybe I'll actually start to believe it.  
Being over everything doesn't mean that you can forget & that the memories are gone. It doesn't mean that your existence didn't change me & your disappearance didn't destroy me.  
You read "sorry, try again" off the inside of a bottle cap; story of your life. You never come first, you're never the winner, you're never the best. There's always someone better. Maybe next time; you did your best. At least you tried. All these things are supposed to make you feel better, but it just reminds you that no matter how hard you try, how you gave it your all, you failed. You'll never be good enough for him.
 
I held his face in my hands and whispered
the words I had been dying to say.
Then I held him close and whispered the
last words that either one of us would speak,
saying, "Please remember me."
 
 
You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who doesn't complicate your life; somebody who won't hurt you.  
Love is about being cute & stupid together,
not being in bed together.< /SPAN>  
Pain comes in all forms. In the small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, & the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain that you just can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else. It makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. We ride it out, embrace it, ignore it, run from it, & for some of us, the best way to manage the pain is to just push through it.
  I've never seen the color beautiful
until I looked into your eyes  
I used to think that happiness could only be
something that happened to somebody else;
Everybody believed, everybody but me.
And I've been hurt so many times before
that my hope was dying, so sick of trying.
  I only live once & that's the reason I do the shit I do. I know what I want in life & I try my best to live up to my own expectations.  
A good friend will talk with you about
a boy your thinking about, but a best
friend will blurt out " she likes you &
wants to bang you! " right to his face. <----love you kristina  
welcome to a world were people
talk about each other & everyone lies
everyone trys to be something they' re
not, nobody can keep a secret for their
life & friendships that lasted years are
broken. it's called life.   < /SPAN>
Sometimes you need a second chance,
because maybe the first time
you just weren't ready  
When words become useless, hold her hand. | | |
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cause you let down your gaurd, thats when i
slipped right in; take a chance on a little bit of
love and throw your cautions to the wind..
let it take em away, shake out the worries --
but do it, before its too late. </3 
I didn't fall in love with you because
of your drop dead gorgeous eyes...
I fell for what was behind them 
I wanted everything to stay the same
but feelings fade & people change 
{{promise me}} this will end
that this feeling will stop
and i'll remember what it's like to be alive
please --
tell me it gets so much better than this 
hold on , baby, you're losing it,
the waters high, you're jumping
into it & letting go, and no one
knows. you cry,but you don't
tell anyone, that you might not
be the golden one, and you're
tied together with a smile but
you're coming u n d o n e .. 
i woke up this morning, not myself
and thoughts fill my mind of you with someone else
all the pain i feel was caused by me
but i'd feel this pain *forever* if it means you're happy
but i know i'll always wanna be with you
i'll love you f.o.r.e.v.e.r, until time's through 
so in the end maybe i am a bitch
maybe i did get mad too easily
maybe im the one that ruined what we had
but you had a part in it too
so all i can say is sorry
&hope that you will forgive me. 
She said what she wants is a man to be faithful, a true heart somebody willing and able to stay by her side through thick and thin, a tender touch every now and then. She's not hung up on fairy tales or some dream at the bottom of a wishing well, fancy cars or dimond rings. What she wants most are the little things. 
It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time.
And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same 
it was cold. your hands were shaking, & i stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as i said, "let`s pretend winter isn`t here." as you buried your head in my shoulder, you said, "let`s pretend the snow isn`t the only thing falling fast." 
and all i want nowadays
is you to be there when i wake up.
for you to hold my hand when i'm falling asleep.
i don't want you to only be in my dreams at night.
as of today, i have absolutely no regrets.
i think i am a mature person now who
can take things in stride. i am grateful
for people in my past. they helped me
get to where i am, wherever that is.
but now, i'm thinking for myself. 
The greatest pain that comes from love
is loving someone you can never have 
Seasons are changing,
and waves are crashing,
and the stars are falling, all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter.
I can show you i'll be the one 
You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who canbe loved,
the rest is up to the person to realize your worth 
He's the boy that will grab your hand
to pull you into the middle of the road
to dance. No people, no cars, no music
He just wanted an excuse to hold you
lied to him; straight to his face.
i couldn't bare to tell him that he
is the only thing i need and that i
LOVE HiM with all of my heart.
She was trying to figure it all out.
Maybe she liked him,
or maybe she liked the idea of him 
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead 
i remember everything.
every kiss,
every mistake,
every touch,
and every apology
that never was enough 
And if you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find if you give it time
You will wave hello again
You just might wave hello again
And this chemistry is undeniable.
If you don't feel it, then you will never
know what love is. 
we are all a little damaged.
some of us hide it better than others,
but on some level we are all torn up.
we take it out on others and beat through
life carrying it all and we will end up
damaging someone else. and most of the
time we wont even notice or bother
to care, because we are busy with our
little disaster, that we call life.
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| and when the night is over this car stops where
i want it and when i see that look on your face.
i'll fake a smile to make you feel better about yourself,
but the truth is; i dont care at all.  
she laughs at the the rumors she
hears about herself because
she loves to hear those desperate
attempts to bring her down.  
and there wasn't anything
wonderfuly amazing about him,
but there was something she
just couldn't resist.  
and if you know what i mean then live
for yourself, because life is too short
to waste it on somebody else.  
Let's destroy each other
Because were too cool for love lines.
Soft kisses over cheap wine.
Smoke me baby, like your last cigarette.
Whisper to me, say you'll never forget.
Could you bre-ak my heart a little more?  
& shes just a stupid little
girl with her hopes too high
& feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him  
She finally lets go of her fake smile
and the tears slowly roll down her
face as she whispers in the mirror
I dont wanna be me  
Got a problem with me? Fix it.
Think i'm trippin? Tie my shoe.
Can't stand me? Sit down.
Can't face me? Turn the fuck around.  
Sometimes you gotta stop & remember
that your not gonna be young forever.
Think smart, have fun, stay true, & don't ever grow up!
 
If it makes you smile,
then why would you ever let it go?  
LIFE IS ALL ABOUT CHANGE ;;
sometimes it`s painful. ; sometimes it`s
beautiful.
but most of the time, it`s both. 
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| So I just got back from Florida. It was so much fun! I love the ocean and got a good tan. I was sad when I had to come home. I hate school and the cold here. blahh!  
just walk away with no
dout in your mind that
you made the right choice
i'm sure you think you
did but i'll think other
wise about you breaking
my heart, once agian.  
nothing comes easy
so stop arguing and
move on with your
life adventually youll
win him back just
be patient.
 
i've never really been
the best friend i could be
to you but you've always
givin me another chance.
 
just let me sit here and
think about what i did wrong
when really it wasn't me
at all it was always you
screwing things up but
i always took the blame.
 
one more breathe of your
colonge and i'll be dead, you
wear it so strong, enough
to kill someone and one
day i'm sure it will kill me.
  it's your time to shine
so shine like the stars
and don't let him down  
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